最近常常在blogspot徘徊...看著不一樣的人生... 發現原來我朋友全都是業餘的blogger...真正的blogger上載速度可是恐怖之致...你會覺得為什麼他們可以更新得如此快速...
但是...當我讀完了他們的文章...我就發現了...然後再看回自己的blog...發現原來是那麼一回事... 怎麼一回事?
原來...他們都是會享受人生的人...他們大多都過著充滿回憶的日子...不斷努力嘗試不一樣的人生...以中學生來說...他們不是一昧的上課,下課,打電動... 他們懂得如何去尋找不一樣的人生...參加精彩的課餘活動... 回想我自己的人生... 除了電動...好像也沒什麼值得提起的... 以前曾經墮落過...哈哈... 但也沒有一無所獲的啦...在遊戲的生活也明白自己的角色... 原來從遊戲開始,我就是一個在後面負責援救的角色... 躲在後面幫忙"補血"的人...不喜歡戰鬥的角色... 回正題... 我看見中學生都懂得享受這樣的人生...覺得自己好愚蠢的說...
大學生的生活更是多姿多采了...怎麼像我看見的... 上課工作上課工作的人生... 如果生活是有顏色的話, 我覺得我現在看見的是黑與白...雖然偶爾有灰色...但就是普通卻讓人安逸而不想做出改變... 令人羨慕的人生卻是繽紛的顏色... 犧牲過了就得不回來的東西-時間...換取過了就得不回來的東西-青春... 多麼平等卻值回票價的交易啊... 最重要的...他們可以遇見許多的伯樂或者可以分享的同好... 彼此鼓勵追求自己喜歡的人生!!
反省自己的大學生活...其實真的還蠻黑白的...除了假期難得的旅遊...大多數都宅在家... 渴望別人來圖彩自己的人生...真的很諷刺...明明自己有手來為自己上色,卻給自己太多的理由不嘗試... 覺得這個顏色太鮮豔,不適合自己...覺得那個顏色太陰暗了,不喜歡... 到後來還是在黑白的人生... 繼續給自己一大堆的理由來說服自己的懶惰是應該的...
發現自己其實也有東西blog的時候...是為自己生活添加味精的時候...也是感觸最多的時候... 有疲累的酸, 又開心的甜,有害怕的苦,又精采的辣... 像在WAD的時候...疲累卻多麼精采啊... 像tioman的時候,害怕卻開心到~ 多久沒有嘗到那樣的味道了? 很久了... 都在過著白飯般的生活...
其實自己在羨慕著人家的人生時... 也給自己很多藉口來安慰自己... "別人有錢,生活沒有顧慮"等等... "當然可以趴趴走啦" 但事實並不是如此的... 是自己太過放縱自己,不去尋找人生...才落得現在只有羨慕的份!!! 距離畢業才剩八個月...英文說的 "It's never too late" 好吧!!是時候放棄自己現在的生活方式...尋找自己要的生活吧!!!
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Eavesdrop in Mc.D
Ok... I kinda suck in blogging... My mind got alot of things but dunno how to put them in word... and my frenz said u blog like u want to submit assignment deadline... I hv to admit it... bcoz the previous trip assignment... kinda like assignment one... hehe...
Well... I blog it today bcoz... I saw a quite touching scene today... I kind of easily moved but here is the thing.... I do found this is quite touching to me...
Imagine u go to a stranger country for work... the work is 18hours and probably above yet, the salary is lower than u should be paid...you probably have to learn how to read people face first because when things go wrong, u are the one who to be blame. As a foreigner... you had seen as lowest level in the society... everyone look down on u and may think negatively to ur work and ur personal life. No one understand why you want to stay here to work... they just think u might be illegal and a threat to them... they think you are the one who should be blame when crime happened... they accuse u something that u might not be do... Worst... u might be assaulted by employer physically and psychologically...
Ya... I was talking about foreign maid, or mostly in Malaysia is from Indonesia i believe... Anyway... the imagination above is just a bad example and what we always read in news... it seem like really normal phenomena which maid had been abused, sexually assaulted, or you name it...
However, today... I saw a kinda "warm" scene... I saw a old couple brought their maid go to McD. for lunch... and they just sat beside me... before that... I tot the maid must only sit there and watch the old couple eat... surprisingly(or not)... the uncle actually bought a meal set to her and with ice cream to her... ok... what had moved me is... we heard a lot of bad things that how the employers treat maids and also some news about what had maid done to employers... but when i saw they sit together like family... i feel like ... ya that is the one i like to see... ppl treat ppl equally and well regardless any status u are... I saw the maid was so happy and eat the ice cream like how a kid got his ice cream... then the uncle ask her to eat the burger 1st... and she listen to him... then i saw the auntie ask her enuff or not... then give the maid her french fried... (yes... i was alone there so i got nothing to do but eavesdrop other conversation) They seem like a family rather than employer and maid... of coz i can see still a boundary there la... like the maid need to carry things...
SO... i was thinking... if the abuse things go so common d... then why the newspaper still like to publish those common things... that why I like to read the good news rather bad news... every Sunday... there are a small portion from the news is talking about good things... ya... i prefer to listen to them... that make my day enlightened and happier rather to read how ppl treat ppl badly... hmm... maybe i try to go away from"REALITY"
LAST... good to that maid for being in such good working environment... I believe a good working environment will make up the salary stuff geh... like a frenz of mine... lolz....
Well... I blog it today bcoz... I saw a quite touching scene today... I kind of easily moved but here is the thing.... I do found this is quite touching to me...
Imagine u go to a stranger country for work... the work is 18hours and probably above yet, the salary is lower than u should be paid...you probably have to learn how to read people face first because when things go wrong, u are the one who to be blame. As a foreigner... you had seen as lowest level in the society... everyone look down on u and may think negatively to ur work and ur personal life. No one understand why you want to stay here to work... they just think u might be illegal and a threat to them... they think you are the one who should be blame when crime happened... they accuse u something that u might not be do... Worst... u might be assaulted by employer physically and psychologically...
Ya... I was talking about foreign maid, or mostly in Malaysia is from Indonesia i believe... Anyway... the imagination above is just a bad example and what we always read in news... it seem like really normal phenomena which maid had been abused, sexually assaulted, or you name it...
However, today... I saw a kinda "warm" scene... I saw a old couple brought their maid go to McD. for lunch... and they just sat beside me... before that... I tot the maid must only sit there and watch the old couple eat... surprisingly(or not)... the uncle actually bought a meal set to her and with ice cream to her... ok... what had moved me is... we heard a lot of bad things that how the employers treat maids and also some news about what had maid done to employers... but when i saw they sit together like family... i feel like ... ya that is the one i like to see... ppl treat ppl equally and well regardless any status u are... I saw the maid was so happy and eat the ice cream like how a kid got his ice cream... then the uncle ask her to eat the burger 1st... and she listen to him... then i saw the auntie ask her enuff or not... then give the maid her french fried... (yes... i was alone there so i got nothing to do but eavesdrop other conversation) They seem like a family rather than employer and maid... of coz i can see still a boundary there la... like the maid need to carry things...
SO... i was thinking... if the abuse things go so common d... then why the newspaper still like to publish those common things... that why I like to read the good news rather bad news... every Sunday... there are a small portion from the news is talking about good things... ya... i prefer to listen to them... that make my day enlightened and happier rather to read how ppl treat ppl badly... hmm... maybe i try to go away from"REALITY"
LAST... good to that maid for being in such good working environment... I believe a good working environment will make up the salary stuff geh... like a frenz of mine... lolz....
Monday, March 8, 2010
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このせかい は なんに に なる？ しんせつではなく なる？ にんげん は ぜんぶで わがままな ひと？ わからないね。 でも わたしは いい ひと が いる こと が しんじる。 ともだち は “このせかいのひとはぜんぶでわがままなひと” と いった。 わたし は しんじゃないね。
あのひと は なに も おかね おかね。。。つまらないひと。 いつも いつも しごと が ある、でも しゅくだい まだ おわらないよ。 わすれた？ アアああ。。。 おぼえてください！！じかんがあまりないよ。 ばか！！
でも きょう は よく なるね。あたま が いたい が きょうのべんきょう は いいよ。こんしゅう は いいしゅう？わるいしゅう？ まだ わからないね。 しゅくだい は たくさん ある。 すぐ らいしゅう の たんじょうび は しけん が ある。。。 セレブレーション が ない？ もし セレブレーション が あったら、どこへいく？ きたいして いるよ。
アイ。。。さいきん は たくさん こと を おこった。。。 ともだち と いけん の ちがい が あった、そして いなか へ きなかった。たいへん たのしくなかったね。
このせかい は なんに に なる？ しんせつではなく なる？ にんげん は ぜんぶで わがままな ひと？ わからないね。 でも わたしは いい ひと が いる こと が しんじる。 ともだち は “このせかいのひとはぜんぶでわがままなひと” と いった。 わたし は しんじゃないね。
あのひと は なに も おかね おかね。。。つまらないひと。 いつも いつも しごと が ある、でも しゅくだい まだ おわらないよ。 わすれた？ アアああ。。。 おぼえてください！！じかんがあまりないよ。 ばか！！
でも きょう は よく なるね。あたま が いたい が きょうのべんきょう は いいよ。こんしゅう は いいしゅう？わるいしゅう？ まだ わからないね。 しゅくだい は たくさん ある。 すぐ らいしゅう の たんじょうび は しけん が ある。。。 セレブレーション が ない？ もし セレブレーション が あったら、どこへいく？ きたいして いるよ。
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
M2 trip 2
Well.. I don't know what I had wrote in previous post... but it's ok... blog is always like this... write what come to your mind... isn't it?
Muar's Petronas
Muar's Giant.. ya... we were acting like kampung boy
Muar's aunt and uncle
Kinda like the concept of Muar = "Muar" in Hokkien.
We actually went to this temple while we are waiting JS friends...
Well... about the trip... I have to say... at first... I totally don't know we would be going to Muar/Johor to look for JS friends... not that I mind about this... It is just rather a shock more than surprise... anyway... that doesn't matter already... at least... I go to Muar again after my auntie marriage which held in Muar also.
If I can recall correctly... we were quite excited when we were heading to Muar. We kinda hungry and I quite expect what JS keep recommend... Otak-otak... hmm...
On the way we go to Muar... we took quite a lot of photo... but there are a lot of meaningless and blur picture coz we have only use phone camera because we didn't bring it... here are some of the picture...
Muar's Petronas
Muar's Giant.. ya... we were acting like kampung boy
Muar's aunt and uncle
Kinda like the concept of Muar = "Muar" in Hokkien.
We actually went to this temple while we are waiting JS friends...Anyway, we didn't take much picture there... and we was like spent most of time at Muar and JS friends were nice people and tried to bring us to everywhere that most tourist would go... although I have to say it's not appropriate for this such hot weather. But I indeed thanks to them for introduce us all the places and also the food... and they spent their time to a bunch of ungrateful strangers. I think we owe them a big thanks!
After we separated with JS friends, we went back to Malacca. We went to the river where near the red house, which I can't recall the name, and we pretended we were the tourist from China and listen how the guide introduce the places to us... and I have to say... they are good in that... We just walk around there and enjoy looking at the people around there... ya... we kinda like observer. I knew that I was there while I am 4th grade, there changed a lot and start getting commercial.
After that, we walked to place where supposingly a lot of foods there, however another finding in Malacca... they won't give up any chance for rest and they close their shop very early - like 9pm... Should I say... the night just begin... So, we have a lot of hard time about looking for food... we took about 1-2hours for walk and we get nothing to eat... actually we did... but they are bad or worse... So, how we settle the dinner... we went to Dataran Pahlawan... for A&W... shame to admit that we having fast food in other states...
TBContinue...
After we separated with JS friends, we went back to Malacca. We went to the river where near the red house, which I can't recall the name, and we pretended we were the tourist from China and listen how the guide introduce the places to us... and I have to say... they are good in that... We just walk around there and enjoy looking at the people around there... ya... we kinda like observer. I knew that I was there while I am 4th grade, there changed a lot and start getting commercial.
After that, we walked to place where supposingly a lot of foods there, however another finding in Malacca... they won't give up any chance for rest and they close their shop very early - like 9pm... Should I say... the night just begin... So, we have a lot of hard time about looking for food... we took about 1-2hours for walk and we get nothing to eat... actually we did... but they are bad or worse... So, how we settle the dinner... we went to Dataran Pahlawan... for A&W... shame to admit that we having fast food in other states...
TBContinue...
Thursday, February 25, 2010
M2 Trip 1
As JS ask... I changed the name of this post to M2... due to some reason...
Well... I have to say... This Chinese New Year wasn't the bad one and I kind of enjoy the celebration... Well, I have to say I NEVER not enjoy CNY... Every year the days I always expect is CNY, coz this celebration always give me a sense of happiness and enjoyment!! The period that me and family welcome "God of Prosperity"... The moment we everyone get the free permission to stay so late and the street still lively!! The union dinner with family, with friends and bla bla bla... Sometime, just can't get why people not like CNY or tend not to celebrate it besides take CNY as just another public holiday...
For this year, my friend and I actually do not have any plan to go any where... because our boss are busy with his "business"... He start work at Day 3 and Day 4 and then free for another 2 days... That why we think, there are no point for us to go anywhere without him... we are that united... haha...
However, we still maintain our culture... which is not have any plan to go somewhere... rather we just go where as we like and when we are available... So, we actually decided to go Malacca less than one days before the trip... and one of things that I think we so "geng" is we still able to find hotel...
This trip was 2D1N trip... it is not enough for me actually... haizz... however the trip was still full of fun.
To be continue trip...
Well... I have to say... This Chinese New Year wasn't the bad one and I kind of enjoy the celebration... Well, I have to say I NEVER not enjoy CNY... Every year the days I always expect is CNY, coz this celebration always give me a sense of happiness and enjoyment!! The period that me and family welcome "God of Prosperity"... The moment we everyone get the free permission to stay so late and the street still lively!! The union dinner with family, with friends and bla bla bla... Sometime, just can't get why people not like CNY or tend not to celebrate it besides take CNY as just another public holiday...
For this year, my friend and I actually do not have any plan to go any where... because our boss are busy with his "business"... He start work at Day 3 and Day 4 and then free for another 2 days... That why we think, there are no point for us to go anywhere without him... we are that united... haha...
However, we still maintain our culture... which is not have any plan to go somewhere... rather we just go where as we like and when we are available... So, we actually decided to go Malacca less than one days before the trip... and one of things that I think we so "geng" is we still able to find hotel...
This trip was 2D1N trip... it is not enough for me actually... haizz... however the trip was still full of fun.
To be continue trip...
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