Thursday, December 31, 2009

31/12/2009 post

Hohoho.... Today is last day of 2009 la... 2009 passed very fast... Damn fast!!
and this post is simply want to leave the last post on 2009 la... hahaha!!

Erm... suppose to write what happen during 2009... but... want to play game la... so... mayb next year la... hehehe!! Anyway, hope 2010 would be a good year and the plan (haven't come out yet) will be able to achieve!!

Hahaha... Bye 2009!! You are good boy!! So sad have to say bye to you!! T_T

Welcome 2010... Hope you treat me well... erm... or maybe you should treat me well ya!!! Happy New year!

Saturday, December 5, 2009

World AIDS Day 05-12-09

I confess... I should study rather than blogging... but I just want to blog it... Hahahaha...

Today, I joined a big event which KLASS and MAF organized it... World AIDS Day 2009. This is my second times in participate WAD event as volunteer...

Erm... This year, unfortunately... I can only participate for one day which is today... and this event will keep go on until tomorrow... Ya... It's kinda sad that I can't join for both day and make me feel like I done something incompletely... Well, never mind la... put aside the sadness and "desalinate" it with tomorrow night dinner la... Hehe

Well, after I joined 2008 WAD, I felt I learnt a lot from that and make me feel wanted to join next volunteer work, and yes... this year I joined lo!!! Last year, I kinda feel shame and afraid of approach to public... and this year, after what had I gone through in this one year, I find myself comfortable with approaching public and yes... I am no more rely to my other group member!!!

In this event, I was in charging in outreach work, which allow me to go around, wearing mystery mask, and sandwich board that sending out the message about HIV... yet, I don't think I helped a lot la... haha... Because I just simply walk around and ask people to hug me, in the condition that they thought I am HIV positive... I feel a little bit sorry for deceived them, but I would like to thanks them for willing to hug me, and that actually show support to HIV patient... indirectly!! So for the person who hugged me, thanks for your support ya!!! By the way, while I was walking around, when people look at me as real HIV carrier, they show me a discriminate look and I can really feel that I had been discriminated... that is hurt... So, now I really can feel how is the feeling of being discriminated... that is so hurt man...

I am HIV +ve, Hug?

Well, I have to admit that I did nothing much other than what I mentioned, coz i hang out quite a lot with Game section there... Bcoz friends at there mah... and I found myself have fun at there... not that I was not having fun at outreach, but at least I can chit chat with "Auntie" rather than just have few second to promote our activities... So, have to say sorry to my team member from Team 7... Haha... They did a lot work in outreach... and sorry I left out quite a bit or more than a bit...
Team 7 member

Other than that, we actually play a role as audiences, which I think most of the time, the audiences are volunteers. (ops... I not suppose to say it out???) I don't think that is a bad things la... because organizer have they own issues to deal with... so... And honestly, I think all volunteers are such a good, and supportive audiences!! Give ourselves a clap!!! Yeah!!!

When you wear mask, you will become Idol of children, becoz they tot you are batman^^


Overall, I find myself enjoy in this event... making new friends... and our friendship is tested... while I forgot to bring my wallet... Yng keep say want to lend me her money... with condition 10 out 13 back... Such a good friend right?? I was moved!!! Anyway... I am proud of myself that I joined this event and glad that I know some new friends there... It's really nice to meet you guys!! Hope I can still join this kind of voluntary work next time... I like this kind of event more than earn money...
Nice to meet you guys^^

And for someone who read this before 6th Dec. 2009, the event is still running until 6th Dec. ... So, please go there and join them because tomorrow morning, our former Prime Minister Dr. Mahathir will be there for open ceremony... and noon will have mini concert... who would miss a free mini concert right??? Hehe...

Universal Access and Human Right!!! Stop AIDS, Keep the Promise!!


Use Condom, Keep away from HIV!!

Monday, November 2, 2009

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry, NeGan NeGan NeGan Bajio

Another Negative Energy blog...

I start wondering what the meaning of SORRY...
Yea... people ask me to say sorry... which I don't think I should be the one who should... Haha...
Yea... I am so damn stubborn one and childish... but people don't know me...
Of course, I can say sorry to one individual which completely not sincere at all to get thing solved... but do you think the thing would get solved? Yea... Temporary... next time thing happen again? Boom... Sorry again lo... Now SORRY seem like a tool to use, more than a sincere apology...

People always wait others to take initiative to say sorry rather than they say sorry first... That's true... and I used to be the one who took the initiative too... If you ask me what I got?? I will tell: "you get another chance to take the initiative." This become a behavior already... even you are not the one who should... you should... because people think you are wrong, that mean you are wrong... you don't get a chance to stand for yourself... You should say sorry... The most ironic thing is... I should apologize about what... "I am sorry about you blame me for the thing that I should not be blame, so sorry... please forgive me..." Good idea!?? Ok Ok... to be fair enough... you also get your friend back la... And you may also get multiple personality disorder too... hahaha... the last one is not true la.... =P

I do think friendship more important, but when you gain a friendship but you can't protect yourself or you need to hurt yourself... don't you think this is quite similar with a girl say she want to kill herself to get her boyfriend back??? Ermm... I do think that is a bad example though.... You may get together again, but how the relationship... is it you remove the boom or just delay the boom timer?

"You should love yourself so that people love you" or "you should lost yourself so that people love you"... Now I need to double check it... People want a sincere Sorry or "Social" Sorry? Hmmm....

Positive energy come to me... come to me... Next blog would be happy thing!!!

Friday, October 30, 2009

Friend...

#####Notice####
This is post with NEGATIVE energy...
Don't read if you don't want to ruin your happy mood

This maybe the 1st time I post the blog which talk about the conflict that i had with my friend, i always try to avoid and let other know about this, especially friends that we share because

1. people take side when conflict happen between 2 people...
2. Or people don't know which side should they stand
3. People don't care much...

Well, the conflict sound very small business to other... but for me this is very big issue that I think I should deal with...

This happened one month++ ago, and yet we still haven't solve it out... because no one is taking action to step out the 1st heavy step...

After this conflict happened, I tried to think of a win-win solution so that I don't lose my dignity and problem get solve... yet, after few times of sharing with friends and other methods... I found that win-win situation is hard to reach and it's not easy... because somehow, I will lost something and I think I have nothing but that only...

EXPECTATION... have to admit that I have high expectation on friend, because I used to thought how i treat people, people will treat me in the same way... yet, i didn't get credit or what... I do know we can't expect when you help people, people will help you back... Maybe... this is the time for me to change this perspective... The belief I have from starter... actually is wrong... I should think that way... So... maybe I need to learn how to be altruist and no expectation from friend.

I can't see how much they try to solve this problem, because all this way, I think I am the one who try to solve this problem rather than just avoid it... On the way I back to home, I think How should i type an apologetic message... but i didn't send it... When opportunity is there, I tried to voice out and get opinion from third party... yet, i didn't accept most of them... SORRY...

So, from the whole journey that I look for solution, I can't see they actually try to solve this problem... I feel like I am so lonely... For me. maybe they just worth to fight for, and for them, I am not worthy enough to fight for... and nothing seem lost for them...

Now... I am feel so tired already... I don't want to spend my time to think about solution and all those stuff already... I am exhausted, disappointed, denying and want to give up...

So, I put everything here... hope I won't carry those thing out from this daily... my friend say... let fate decide all the thing... maybe this time... i should do what he told me...

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Tokyo Magnitude 8.0

Ah... It's 2.40am... I still can't sleep... maybe I slept at 5pm and wake up at 8pm just now... ==

Anyway, that's doesn't really matter to me... because I always can't sleep at night so decided to blog here...

Recently, I watch quite a number of anime, yet only one anime that caught my attention and make me late for class== which is Tokyo Magnitude 8.0... This anime really worth my tear... This is one of the few anime that make me so touching, actually this is the one that make me touched and cry so hard...

Actually this anime caught my attention long time ago, but i didn't get chance to watch it... Until recently, I decided to watch this and yes... I was addicted to this anime, even this is only 11 episodes.

Basically, this anime is talking about Tokyo have 8.0 level(?) earthquakes and make Tokyo in mess... A sister (Mirai) and her bother (Yuuki) went to robot exhibition and they are trapped in Daida... and they wanted to go home and meet with their parents.... a stranger Mari help them and send them home, this is how the story begin.

Besides the touching story, the other best of the anime is the product team actually did many simulation and research on what actually if this earthquake did happen in real life, so, we can actually see how severe is the earthquake cause in quite real way... of course, hope this would never happen...

Yet, when I was watching this anime, our neighbor country Indonesia was actually happened earthquake I want to say such a coincidence but that is bad and I hope they would get well soon, and able to stand up again...

Anyway, just want to share a good anime and I recommend to all!!! ^^



For some reason, I feel moved every time I see this poster... T-T

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Good bye ShinChan... 新ちゃん さようなら。。。

Since we lost MJ and Yasmin... Now we lost another genius of the world... Yoshito Usui... I think most people may don't know who is he... he is author of famous comic Crayon ShinChan...

Yesterday, while my mom was watching her favorite show... then got preview of news... I saw the title of Crayon Shinchan Author dead... I was shocked and feel so sad really bad...

I believe all people around my age know who is ShinChan... This comic actually accompany me for whole childhood day... actually included my sister's childhood... Our family all like this show and now... we gonna say good bye to this comic... a comic accompany us for so many years...

When I was primary school age, I always ask my dad buy this comic for me... everyweeks go to the shop and expect new episode of Crayon ShinChan until I was form one... yet, I still watch some episode but I really stop buying the comic already and think the comic is so boring...

Yet, few months ago or many last year, I bought 48th episode of this comic again all by sudden... and I found the story line start to be different... Yoshito sensei start add some sad story inside and that really touching one... I really think he is very genius... he can really make me laugh like crazy to cry like crazy...

Until tomorrow, I don't know Yoshito sensei actually was missing from 11th September... yesterday... the news came out and shocked me... According to some forums, they say Crayon Shinchan is going to be end at 51st episode (recently 49)... I feel so sad that I can no longer see ShinChan again... because he and his family/friends are one part of my life... they brought me a lot of fun and now it's time to say good bye...

Anyway, as human... we always need to say good bye to someone... So... good bye ShinChan... and Yoshito sensei... hope you rest in peace....

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Negative force

I still remember my lecturer used to ask my class... "Do you believe in night will create bad things?" That time, i quite agree with the statement... because I used to be in the situation that night cause me more sad and feel so alone...

The truth is... Yes... Night or dark really attract devil... Scientifically prove had given for the statement... but that all my lecturer told me... and I didn't really dig more deeper...

In addition, I think negative force is something like flu... It can spread to others easily...

Tonight... erm... I should say just now... I went to have supper with my friend... He like a person with don't have anything to worry for me... but then today he seem tired and I think something really bother him... but he wouldn't tell me what happen on him... and to be honest... what he say maybe a lie... because he have never show his weakness to us... and always announce good news to us and keep bad news for himself only...

Before I meet with him, I am really in good mood... few days ago, I got money from no way, the next day I found I got extra RM40++ in my pocket... and then some old friends call me in the same night... make me feel really good!! Then after meet him and listen what he had told me... I just feel same like him... worry and moody...

In sum, I want to think more positive right now!!!! I am lucky and continuing the luckiness!!! Come on friend, cheer up!!! Hope your problem get solved soon and later!!!

Be happy everyone!!!! We deserve happy life!!!

Monday, August 3, 2009

I am not a sale person!

This 2 days... I had been quite boring days..
1st... really thanks to the company that hire me as Part time sampling promoter... I know my performance sucks but...

Ya... this 2 days I worked as Ice cream promoter.... Well... This is something new to me... because this is my 1st time to be promoter and could be last time...

I saw many kind of people... the one I hate the most is greedy one... Some people, they can take 5 same flavor Ice cream and they still ask for more... I used to tot they will give to their family and then I saw they eat right the way and then throw there... = =

Well... in these 2 days I learn quite many things like how the hyper market work... and other things that I don't know how to say = =

In short, this 2 days... I really ==... and I know I am 100% not in the sale / promoting area... Because I am not that kind of person who feel satisfy about how much I sell but I think I feel more satisfy from other thing like when children say thank you to me... ==

Ya... I am not a sale person... ==

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

R.I.P. Yasmin Ahman

Well... To be honest... I don't know Yasmin Ahman so well... I just know she was the director of local movie Sepet... I know this is a very popular local movie but yet I never watch that popular movie... Other than that, I barely know who she was...

Before she dead, I would say... I never watch her works or movie... yet after Malaysian lost her... I know we lost a treasure or I should say we lost a proud of Malaysia... or I should say... after I google her name...

Yet, I was wrong... I watch a lot of her works and ads... during Chinese New Year, Deepavali, Hari Raya, or even Independent Day... The Pretonas advertisements... Now I realize all of the ads I watched and touched me the most... all is from Yasmin...

Every during Chinese New Year or Merdeka day, I wasn't expect that what shows will TV come out with... but what new advertisement will Petronas come out... now that I know I could never or hardly get my favorite ads anymore... That's sad!! Real Sad!! Because we can't watch warmful, meaningful, beautiful, cheerful ads anymore...

Most of her ads tried to bring out the value of family, reduce racism, and harmony in the world... I like her ads the most! Most of the time, I cried when I watched her ads in youtube or Television... She really moved my heart!!

And now, she is gone... and I feel so bad when I heart the news... Because when I heard about the news about a director is in hospital because suffer from apoplexy... I just feel nothing... because I don't know her name at that time... or I should say I don't know her...

Then night, when I watch the night news... I only reallize the director is her... and suddenly.. I just feel sad and like lost some one in my life... and after I google her, I know she was the diretor of those ads... It's just so...

To be frank, I wasn't know her so much and I may not be the suitable one to praise her or what... but... I just have a simply thought that I should write this at least as a tribute to her... Thanks for bring me so much nice and meaningful ads and those messages you tried to send to public... Yasmin Ahman...

Rest in Peace!

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

I hate Cheaters, Swindler, Scammer!!

As titled... I hate cheater!
Especially those cheaters used charity as the way to gain money!
Money is evil, but I like it! But because of money... people find many ways to set up fraud to deceive people!! They used charity, focus on human greedy behavior, and the another one is "uncompleted explanation"...

Used the name of charity is the most dirty way for me... Why these people won't feel ashamed and still can work with the deception racket? They don't have a sense of shame or conscience???

Recently, I met a same so call charity organization... where I met them? Hoho... Cameron Highland KFC then Time Square KFC, after that Kepong KFC, and recently Wangsa Maju LRT there... Just within this two months.... Wow... I have to say they like to hang out at KFC huh? And yes... I went to KFC quite often since they have the Jom Jimat package... But the point is... WHAT? Why they like to hang out at KFC and interrupt people when they are going to enjoy their meal??? I hate the interruption and really piss me off!

In addition, they like no sense of shame, when I refused to make donation... they will keep talking and "begging"... say :" Please lah mister, RM30 for a bag of rice to old folk home, they need yours help" People may think I do not have a heart or cruel... You sit there to enjoy luxurious food and don't want to make some donation to old folk home??? NO! I am NOT... but if I want to help, I would make donation through third party, I would rather go by myself!! Not these... Even we pay them, there is no guaranty that they will hand them to the old folk home! And one of my friends told us, some of these organization, they did make donation to those old folk home, or anywhere needed... but, they only donate some, somemore, for those "fund-raiser"... they have commision for their own... Damn! why we need to pay them money to help us make donation! Sorry, there is no way to convince me to do that!

Because of these charity fraud, I may missed or rejected those real charity people... because I used the extreme way... which rejected all the "fund-raisers" I don't want to be the victim of fraud and encouraged them negatively!!!

I used to be a victim in these charity fraud and "uncompleted explanation" sales skill... When I 1st come to KL... I deceived many times from being a good man... How I know?? Just something like 6th sense... I don't have a proof but I heard a lot of story of these...

If you go to Time Square, when you go to the footbridge you can see a bunce of bastard stand around there and asked you to scratch a paper and then you would get a prize! Easy huh? Then they will ask you to pay some money like register fee or something handling charge... but then... trust me! You would get NOTHING!!! When you scratched and win, the other people, (their "friends") will come over and say :" Wow... congratulation!! This thing hard to get one... blah blah blah...." then they will show you a lot of news paper to try to convince you... BUT after you pay... you know you get nothing!!! Really!!!

I was once saw a Malay girl is on her line to withdraw money to a chinese guy... I wonder why... and then I saw the guy are holding the Scratch card... He tell the girl how lucky she was and the girl look happy... I wonder!!! Didn't those victim read news paper or even watch news????? This stupid trick is outdated but they still go in the trap??? OMG!!!! You deserve to be cheated for your poor of common sense and greedy behavior!!! Yet... hope she just pay small amount and take this as a lesson...

Ok... maybe I overeacted to this issues... because I used to be a victim of charity fraud and the cheating sales skill... I hate the feeling being a fool... and damn... why no one tell me what is happening at that time?? I need some one to scold me stupid rather than people say... Erm... you are kind people... let the gone money be gone!! I don't need this crap, I need people to tell me the truth but not the advise that "Oh.. don't hurt him"....

Anyway... PEACE and cheater go to hell!! v ^o^ v

Monday, July 13, 2009

Genting Trip...

Yeah! Just the 1st day of my holiday... I already ready to go somewhere to celebrate my holy-day!
Haha... I went to Genting with my best friends, Lian, Zhen and JooDee... Other members were not here and can't join us... how sad... every year, we must go to Genting at least once... (I know some other go once per week.. but who care)

This trip... we finally invited Zhen to join us... wow... you know how hard to ask her to come along with us? Everytimes we asked her to go somewhere, she will give us many reasons... No money one of the most popular one... yet, this time, she finally come with us since last 4 years ago...

This trip is actually just for fun, we go there for nothing but free hotel room... that is the reason we go there... in addition, Lian told me there is mega sales season, so, we decided to pay a visit there. To be honest, the whole trip wasn't really have many activities, we just go there and stay at room, chat, play ourselves and have fun... which i think everytime with them are always funs there!

We take 11am bus, I thought we would late, so we just forgot the breakfast and just rush to Terminal Putra... but actually we have plenty of time, maybe i really don't want to wait extra 1/2 hours for next bus...

When around 11am... we in our way to Genting and after 30-45 minutes, we arrived the cable cars station... as usual... need to take some picture in the cable car of course!!! ^^


Zhen and Lian~


3 of us... JooDee actually come after us...


Me and Zhen ^///^


Checking In... Theme Park hotel... but overall the room is fine!!

We buy some foods at the bus station and took them to Genting... and Lian want to find back the feeling of cook Maggi at Genting... so... after we arrived our room... we start our breakfast!!!

Damn hungry ler...


Maggi... or actually should say Indo-Mee...

Take pic. while waiting Maggi

He is too hungry... no mood for photograph...

After that, we just take our indo-mee... and the noodles is just too disgust... because Lian use the hot water that we wouldn't even think that is hot to cook the noodles... the noodle like bigger and absort the water... and the taste just.... disgust enough...

We took some rest and then ready to shop lo!!! Haha... I didn't take pic. because too busy with shopping... and then JooDee meet us at the shop too...

The only pic. we go out... haha

I bought a short pant and T-shirt... if I have extra $$ sure i will buy more... haizz!!!
Then, we go back and take some rest again...
after that... there is 7pm++ already... we are hungry and ready to go out!!!

Before I go out, I saw Zhen was drawing eyes line... and we did say want to play SMOKY eyes look... haha... here is how i draw myself...

Wah... shock ler... I draw myself one... 1st try... and look failed... Well... I don't know how to draw what... and I don't think this is smoky look... more like domestic violent victim look... hahaha

After we play in room... we just go out have dinner... So unlucky... wherever I want to go... like K-box, bowling... all also need to wait or not avaible... then they decided to go casino, where i don't want to go... then I just go back to room myself, and go Old town online... this is how we spent our night there... so sad... coz night suppose to be more interesting rather than online or casino... but it's ok...

Around 2am... all go back to room and just sleep...

Poor guys... 3 of us (Lian, J.Dee, and me) sleep together in the double bed, and Zhen sleep in single bed... haizz... have to know... I and Lian is not normal size... but what can do... We still manage to sleep until the second day without beat other person into land....

Second day... our bus is 11am also... Lian need to work... so we go back quite early and that all for Genting trip lo... hahaha (Well.... I know.... bad ending==; I really don't know how to do ending thing....)

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Lucky Day will keep coming!!!

Hohoho... Finally finish my final already.... Yeah!!!
Actually... I don't feel so yeah lar... because during the holiday... have to deal with many things...
especially my mom... She will ask me to get a job... but she don't know how hard to get a part time that would actually hire a non-experienced promoter as their promoter and work only for 1 month ++...

Haha... today(8th July 2009) actually quite happy lo... because this is last paper and I received some good news like I get full mark in Career Ticket... haha... which other get 9.5/10 only... hahahaha... Ok... maybe this is just 0.5% different... but I still feel happy ar~ =P

Also... I got the feedback form about our presentation... Actually I quite happy with their comment, even we were actually asked to write something more positive way... Haha... but I still think that the comment they give me actually very nice to me and I feel glad!! Thanks for their comments, no matter they mean it, or just do what were requested, I still thanks that make me happy... at least today!!

Here I can to share their comment to me... Haha... want to show off!!! HOW? =P


I think we can click in to view more clear... by the way, the one which I prefer the most is

I wonder what the "short and sweet" I would take it as personal... Hahaha haha...
But, these comments do help encourage me and make me happier... and I am happy that I done pretty well in the presentation... So... Thank to you guys!!! ^^

Ya... kind of narcissistic... Hehe... Self-motivation i would call it...

After the exam, I have my counseling session to do, this session, I would actually need to use some technique, like role play and empty chair... I chose role play and throughout the process is very well, and actually make me even happier because learn new skill in dealing with something...

After that, I go back to Terminal Putra and buy ticket for tomorrow... Yeah... Go to Genting tomorrow and shop there~ =)
Then I go Jusco with my sister, because she need to take photo about her food ingredients such as Basil, thyme, and such things... We actually spent 1 hour for find these ingredients... because we asked the counter, they told us they no longer sell these... then we just simply walk around and suddenly I saw these spices in bottle, so I start to question the reliabilty of the counter... in the end, we able to get photo of all ingredients... expect a leaf, which I don't know it at all!!

Then, I took Taxi to have dinner with college friends, and I ate a lot of high fat and oily food there... I help them took some... ermm... or I should use MANY... photos but still get complain by them... because they not satisfy with the photos... well to me... people are more important in the picture... hahaha!!!! =P

When I get home, it about 11pm or something, then my friend asked me out to yamchar again... and of course I argeed... and I just have Iced Longan Milk, and feel damn full already...

So, basically, just want to show off how happy am I, because today I really experience quite happy time... Hope this luck will keep around me and bad luck... I will no have them!!! Thanks!!!

Monday, July 6, 2009

Did you cut my hair???

Today... I went to cut my hair... because I just want to cut my hair...
So... I went to salon and asked them to change my hairstyle...
Some time, I rather to pay extra and wash my hair... because I really think that is so damn comfort....

But... this time... They took 30 minutes to wash my hair...
I know my head is big... but is it big enough to wash about 30 minutes? The worse is... I was sleepy at that time... = =

After flushed my hair, I finally saw the hair stylish scissors... He asked me what kind of hair I want... and i said I want to change my hairstyle... and he suddenly give me face that "Oh gosh, big challenge!!" Then I say... maybe short a bit... then he reply : "Ok ok..." After that, he tell me what he gonna do with my hair... and most of the time, I don't understand at all... because he used jargon, and I don't even know what language is that... so, I just "oh... oh... ok...ok..."

Throughout the "process", I am so damn sleepy... and I don't waste a chance to close my eyes...

After 45-60 minutes... I don't remember how long exactly... what I can remember is I went there around 4.40 something and that time he finish was 6pm++... And when he say finish I was like "huh? Did you cut my hair?" Then he wash my hair, blow, and style... and I pay...

Here I want to show the picture before and after

Before:

After:

Don't ask me where are the change... because I don't know either... and yeah I did see my hair fall during the 'process"... so just... hmm hmm...

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Sem. break

Oh shit!!! So damn boring...
These days keep plan what to during this 2 months break...

List 1: Work...
Work as what?
Do I have time?
Can you find the job?

DAMN!!! I don't know!!!

List 2: Backpack...
You have money or not?
You parents will say or not?

Yea... I don't have money... and my parent sure tekk :"GO WORK la..." SO... Go back to 1st list...

List 3: Learning...
Ya... I paid deposit to learn Japanese... Haha!! YEAH!!! I start my 1st career ticket plan already!
What? You go learn Japanese? Come on!! No use one lar!
What? You want to customize yourself like Sailormoon or some Dragonball - Goku???

Why my friends all so discourage and can't just support me!!! AND I wonder why I will have these friends...= =

Yea, I think I am making some progress...!!!
Oh ya! When I fill the application form...
There are one column ask me to "Why you want to learn this language or something"
Here is the option I can choose
a) abroad study
b) Enrich knowledge
c) For working
d) Work overseas

and I was like can i choose "I just want to play Japanese game., that why..." =..= But honestly, I just want to learn more things and Japanese actually attracted me! Guess what... you know which I choose... =..= I choose A because I accidentally choose that one... and I don't want to rub the like "Multiple choice answer sheet".... so... just let it be...

Ok!! Basically... my holidays plan is not a plan... I actually plan "See how things go" But sometime just can't.... so after exam... I will start a new plan!!!
AND... for this article viewer(s)... if you have any suggestion... don't hesitate to leave them in the comment box... I need them so much... and....... I am shy to msn you and ask you = //// =
So... Cheer!!!!

***Before end... click the music box i just added... Save me...***

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Watch clips and make donation!!

Phew~~
Finished my 1st final - Career Guidance Module II...
Well, I have to say that is pretty easy final as long as we binge the notes and plus a common sense!
But I still not sure I can get a good grade or not... because I wrote a lot of crap... and I believe some are really POINTLESS... But that's what I did... = =

Erm... I don't sure whether you guy watch kevjumba video clip in youtube... because I found some clip of hims are HILARIOUS and SO FREAKING FUNNY!!!
Haha... and his channel is the first channel I had subscribed! Hehe!!
I was once introduced by KeeEng... but I was like "Har... Just a boy who like to talk with his camera wo..." so after I watch 2 clips of him, I was like "Har... what is the point to watch this guys talk?"

But, just few days ago, I am really boring enough to seach any single clip that can accompany me with my dinner... and I suddenly think about him... so I searched kevjumba and watch his clip patiently... and... I finally get his humour... hahaha... maybe I am slow... but he did some funny clips and I really LOL!! Until today, I just watched his latest clip and I will say I watch most of his video already! Haha...

And The reason I subscribe his channel because his latest channel named JumbaFund actually help to collect fund for charity, and I see "Every view... counts toward charity!" Hey, why don't I just simply take sometime to watch these clips and at the same time, I am actually doing charity~ haha... so, decided to subscribe his channel!

So people... if you interested on his clips... just go and watch!!! Your view(s) may counts to charity as well!!! Hehe!!! Well... Maybe he just don't need my recommendation, but I just want to share!! =P

Monday, June 29, 2009

Fun of Camera

Short and simple post here...
Want to share the picture I took and use the program in camera to play the effect...

Here is those picture....

This is both left size of my face... Look like Alien...

And this is my right face... Look very scary to me...



Combination of my face and my sister hahaha...


This is the kaleidoscope

This program actually tell me... WE CAN'T HAVE PREFECT SAME FACES!!! I mean right and left face shouldn't be same...

Actually i got some other photo of my frenz... but becoz of privacy of them... I can't post them here... haha... And... If Shaney here... I would to tell her... You both left and both right are same... didn't change at all for me... quite balance face ya... =P

Friday, June 26, 2009

Excited --> Sad --> Painful

Yeah!!!! Yesterday night... I went to watch Transformer : Revenge of The Fallen already... with my friends JooDee, Lian, J. Sheng, Zhen... 5 people... at Time Square GSC. When we got there at 7.10pm ++, we tot we are late... because I want to buy popcorn somemore... but we are wrong... there are so many people there and wait for the opening of the theater... around 7.30pm... (our ticket is 7pm) the theater finally open....

For those you haven't watch yet... PLEASE!!!! GO TO WATCH IT in cinema!!! This movie even exciting and breathtaking... almost 3 hours movie and cost RM11... worth it lah... The sound effect is excellent!!! In addition, the cinema is really full house and yet i am still lucky enough to buy J-seat one day before... which is good seat in the theater...
our tickets

Well... I am not good in writing review... just go to cinema... get your own ticket and go inside... This movie is full of action as well as humor... and yeah... Megan Fox is so SEXY~~

I love the new Autobot cars and motorcycle... "They" are so cool and I hope I am the one who sit inside or riding... XPThe Poster of Transformers: Reverge of the Fallen

After we watch the movie... We went to PJ because that was last night she stay at PJ and she will go to J.B. for her study and her family... This is so sad for us because she is one of our best friends... and now she going to leave... we went there and have dinner with her and hang out together... but.... still the same... she took us play "U-turn" game again... 1st... we decided to go "somewhere have many stalls" one... which is SS24... and she took us to the place that "somewhere have many stalls" around her house... when she get clear... we start to "search" the way to SS24... ya... search... because she don't sure where is SS24... =..= so finally... we go to the wrong place... and at last... we went to Section 17!!! Actually... this is our destiny also... becasue this is the place that we start our deep relationship... We know each other from school... but when we go PJ in 2005/2006 together and work together... we start to really really know each other heart to heart... So... if I have to say it... this is the place which start our relationship as confidant!!

We went to the "Southern Bank" which is now CIMB Bank mamak... and I believe the mamak stall has it own name but we just like to call it "Southern Bank"... We went to there and of course have Indo Mee as my dinner... because 3 years ago... we are so obsess on the indo-mee.. because it is really good taste!!! I love it so much indeed... but this time... I really feel the taste was changed and not as nice as before... We used to walk around 10 minutes because the indo-mee (3 years ago) after we came back from work... we sit there and have indo-mee and Roti Tisu... So, I think this actually could be a good choice we had our "farewell party" at there...

When we ready to pay... suddenly we witnessed a car accident... Honda Civic banged with Kancil... and I knew how weak is the Civic can be... haha... the old version of course... and then all of us are suddenly wake up... because we was so sleepy and the accident wake us up... Luckily the car didn't slip to our table... because we sit just beside the road... (Well... most mamak seat is beside the road)... so around 2am... we just say bye to each other and back home...

Also... to share some "finding"... when we got there... I suddenly see the shop name with my name... hahaha HongSeng... and i took the photo...
This is the signboard of the shop... exactly same with my name... beside the chinese one...誠 should be成

The signboard is the old style one... SO i think they didnt copy my name... and i wonder why we didn't see it last time...

and NOW... my hand is so painful... when my hand "touch" by fan blow or wind... it would be so pain... not that kind of pain from surface of skin/muscle... but like in the bone... This pain is after i have my Teh Ice last night... maybe my body really old enuff to get this kind of illness ... i was pain for whole night already... maybe i should go to check with doctor... damn it...

Monday, June 22, 2009

Bai Kar Zai - EP 2

Ok... ok... Maybe I should really go into the jail... just keep me away from IT, comic, books, game etc. etc. ... I really a Bai Kar Zai (敗家仔)... It just few days after the EP 1... Shame~~ I confess!!! I went to Kinokuniya today and spent 3 hours just in there!! In addition, I just spent there!!! Should I be proud of myself??? Maybe I should...

Well... what I bought is really something good (Sure or not???) At least for me, I think they are quite good to me...

Here is what I bought in the Kinokuniya, KLCC Suria~~

1) Wan Wan 4th drawing dairy. "Want to come my home?" <<要不要來我家>>


Well... I bought the previous 3 drawing dairy already... In order to collect them all... How could i miss the 4th one...So, I consider myself as a big fan of hers... haha... I like her style of drawing and her comic blog... very cute and I find it really good to watch/read... Haha... So, if any one want to take a look on her blog here is the link...WanWan Blog(Chinese) Sometime, I feel relax after read her blog...

Back to the book... there is a free gift of the book... I don't sure what is there... but just take since that one is free... haha...

It is something like balloon but not exactly one...

2) "Si Xiao Zhe - Yi Dian Dou Bu Zhai" <<四小折一點都不宅!?>>

Also... I am the big fan for this blogger also... He is same like WanWan... post his blog through drawing... This is his second book... I missed his 1st book and I can't find it in Kinokuniya... Well... this book as good as Wanwan's book too... And... if someone really know me... they will see my drawing style is somehow similar with him... hehe... ya I did draw by imitate his style and learn from him... Anyone intersted to read his blog... can click on the clock is right hand side... or Click here ...

Also... this book got free gift as well... is something we can see in hotel... a hanger that with the word 'Don't distrub'... this door hanger have two side... one is "Studying" and the other one is "Sleeping"... well If really want to use... maybe the sleeping side would be more often used...

The Free gift of the book

3) Inner Talk- Choice and Illusions <<內在交談-自我覺醒技術>>

This book really attracted me so suddenly... I actually know Inner Talk for few months ago... it is a technique offered by Clinical Psychologist - Dr. Eldon Taylor... This is a very powerful thing and it seem very powerful and useful technique... I tried and I found it quite effective... So, when I see the book from brochure and saw this new book... I asked the counter where can find it... I also tried to get a English copy... but the copy without CD... The CD is a significant thing!!! So, finally I decided to buy this Chinese copy...

So, that all I bought... Wow... actually quite many for me la... But compare to others... (I saw a Japanese bought 10++ books... Really cheap for them huh???

Ok... I confessed... Hope I will be forgave and.... SORRY...

Thursday, June 18, 2009

PostSecret

Want to share a blog/website with anyone who read this post...

Last time I found a link through a my friend blog, and I found this one named PostSecret. Basically this is the blog/website that people send their postcard and attached with their deep secret in the heart... In short, people share their secret there anonymously...

Actually I had knew there is a website like this when I watch CSI:NY... there was a case that link or related to a website which same purpose with PostSecret... (I don't sure whether they were trying promote the PostSecret or other site...)

Anyway, if you want to visit the website, just click on the PostSecret all throughout this post...

I did read some postcard in the site, I found some secret really funny(No offend)... some really punched my heart (Don't know how to explain), and some are so sad... The most impressive one is a postcard of Spider... He said when he was children, he put a spider in his sister bed. He wanted to see the reaction (screaming something), but unfortunately, the spider bit her sister, and ended up lost part of her leg... Until now he is still feeling guilty... Honestly... If I am him, I would feel exactly the same way as him I think... The guilt is killing!!

Here is my end... So... people... take a look on that site if you feel interest on...

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Bai Kar Zai - EP1

Hohoho... Today is Wednesday... Once again... I go to shopping again... This is 5/6 times I went to shopping since the 1st week of this semester... Feel guilty... No next time!!! (Hopefully)

Why Wednesday??? Because Wednesday has discount on movie mah... I like watch movie!! But not today... because no any single movie really attract me enough. In addition, I actually want to buy something!!! So, rejected my friends invitation... which is also shopping at Mid-Valley... I choose to go Low Yat with my sister... She want to buy a hearphone also...

After I finished the psychological test, which consist of about 200++ questions (Almost crazy and have phobia with domino) I called my sister go Dang Wangi herself and we meet at there....

After we met each other, we take monorail to Bukit Bintang... Of course, we window shop awhile and then walk to Low Yat... Before we go in Low Yat, we have her lunch, my breakfast at "Kong Yam Kong Shek".... I took "Qiong Fan and Fake Shark Fin"... Both of us eat around RM13... I paid the bill somemore... no AA.... >o<

Ok... Now I want to introduce what i had "bai"...

The 1st thing I buy is

1) McAfee Internet Security 2009 3 users (RM58)I really tired on Expired and Blacklist of Anti Virus... So decided to buy the original one... We need to support ORIGINAL one right??? Hehe... HELP really teach me something Copyright thingy... 3 users... One for my Silverie, one for my BlackBlue, one for my sister coming laptop...

The next one is....

2) Transcend microSD Card... with SD adapter... 2G (RM22)

Well... The card wasn't there... because I used it to take this picture... Actually I wanted to buy other one... but too expensive for me... so but this better....

3) Buffalo Wi-Fi Gamers- Gaming Access Point (RM85)


This device... I purposely go to buy this because I want to play online game with my PSP and maybe other game console... Without this I need to go those restaurants which have Wi-Fi... too troublesome... So I decided to grab one!! Other than for game... We can also use this for Laptop... Wow! How nice right?? The price are cheap somemore.... I went to one shop... the shop price this RM169! And I get this from other shop with just RM85... Feel pity for those who buy from the shop... Anyway... I enjoy this device so much... I tried just now... the connection pretty well!!

So... today... I spent around RM188 (Lucky figure^^).... Mom... I feel guilty... forgive me.... But I have one thing that I hope to buy... but the price.... over over over budget... better save up and grab it next time
This drawing table........ arrrrrrrrrrrr.... want it so much... Santa Claus... this is what I want!!!!


So... next Wednesday... I better stay home and study( can or not oh)!!! Ok???

1, 2, 3, Testing...

Hohoho... This is my 1st post in Blogspot...
Why i start this blog... erm... no particular reason... simply want to create one...

So, I think I should write something like how I feel or what I am thinking right???

I feel very sleepy... coz this is 2.01am post... Haha... ya... I really boring enough, after finished 2 reflection paper... Hong Seng you are awesome... bla bla bla....

Oh... there is one thing I really wonder... My English name or my nickname is Kash... This is weird name or what??? Because some of my friend think it is weird and funny then they come out with "She is Check, my name is Bank Draft, his name is Coin etc. etc." Well I feel no offended and i REALLY think that is hilarious and SO funny. So, my question is... Is Kash a weird name... You know where the comment box right??? Leave comment and tell me if you want~~

Okie... this is my 1st post and I wrote quite many things already...

and one more thing, does any one think every blog is like talking to other??? I used to think blog should be something private right??? Whatever, I love this kind of style!! Well, my friends or someone just pass by!! Really nice to see you!!! =P